library

Anthony de Mello – "Awareness", "Call to Love"
Ingmar Bergman – "The Seventh Seal"

writings

19-12-2025

words are merely an approximation of reality

20-12-2025

i finished showering and turned off the light.
i stood in complete darkness for a few minutes.
i turned the light on, looked in the mirror and realised my face's core features had been unaffected by whether or how it was perceived

26-12-2025

overcome evil with good

i had not their conditions and they had not mine.
i had mine, they had theirs.

you had no one's conditions but yours

27-12-2025

thank heavens the world is more than black and white

– this day is so fucked
– has been so far!

30-12-2025

i feel happy seeing snow. it highlights what little light dwells in the long winter nights.
it makes the cars slow down, too.

01-01-2026

is it not so that anything anyone says about anything speaks only of themselves and nothing else

31-01-2026

it might be hard to accept for some that one can be seriously joyful

01-03-2026

coming to terms with feeling empty; i'm befriending the guy. doesn't talk, doesn't act, yet i find
their presence moving. i'm taking him to my social circle tomorrow

16-03-2026

1. Abusing Her (His Vice Over Her Evils)
2. Abusing Him (His Evils Under Her Vice)
3. All So They Can Feel Loved (Their Suffering They Can't Heal)

19-03-2026

i ain't a born sinner. neither are you. nobody is