29-12-2025

the idea is here. i have it. the real conundrum is implementation of the elements in the right weight and order, and dynamically maintaining an equilibrium of the existing structure in order to prevent another collapse. every magician who dared attempt to harness the dimensionality magic at last had to humbly respect Its character:

light, yet rapid;
subtle, yet piercing;

and power:

opening realms uncharted to those brave enough to trust themselves to Its flow and inviting them to embrace that which is unseeable, unhearable and unspeakable;
yet warping and bringing suffering upon those who approach It with fear and blindly trespass, interrupting Its flow and acting against the Universe.

yet it seems i aberrate from this principle. despite being guilty of greedily reaching out only for Its most desired parts in relapse, driven by desperation to be restored from expulsion from the Society, i exit without permanent damage ('least it seems so to me and my companion, heh), unlike a few schizoid wretches and another few demented ones…

it is my silent wish i prefer to call a hypothesis that It not only senses the seeker's intent he is aware of, but sees beyond what is perceivable by one's senses…

13-01-2026 nothingness contains the most profound wisdom, if one possesses the heart to witness and embrace it.
it depends on nothing. all that is, exists within it.
a connoisseur can appreciate it. he needs not the veil of appearances carried by chatter.
01-03-2026 yes, i happen to be a 1.9 m bass–speaking, troll–handed, tmf, cute, adorable enchantress with a penis and balls.
peculiar? an absence of peculiarity – that would truly be peculiar
12-03-2026 wizard startin' shit, is a wizard who's a coward
only startin' shit, 'cause he think he got some power
shower your ass with a barrage of thunderbolts
when i start to cast, bitch, i bet your ass'll get the point